"Put myself out of my misery"

It's a free country, so I'm not going to try to talk you out of it, because I've tried to do the exact same thing - several times.

But I do want you to know this - your stories were most impressive, and even if you do want to commit suicide, do it knowing that at least one person accepted you.

Thanks for listening.

"I'm not going to try to talk you out of it..."

That's... definitely a take.

Well, it IS a free country. Of course you matter! That's why you should always have a choice.

But to sit by and not try to intervene, not try to help... Nothing personal, but that doesn't sit right with me.

From his perspective:

He thinks that dying is the only way to escape from a world that he thought of as a living hell.

If we intervene, he's convinced that he'll have to stay in hell.

So what's worse, letting someone die, or forcing them to permanently suffer?

I know. I tried.

I probably sound ridiculous right now, but from my perspective, the same thing happened to me - wanting to die and everything.

Believe me, if there was a different way I could escape this world other than dying, I would take it in a heartbeat.

You do have a valid point, but he DID try. Several times! And he still feels like the world hates him. Of course I don't want him to die - that would be the viewpoint of a psychopath - but if he feels like the world is just some horrifying torture camp, then why force him (if you say you want to die, you either tell the evaluators that you didn't really mean it or you get locked in a padded room where you can't actually do what you want to do until you change your mind) to stay in that torture camp?

hey maybe don’t push religion on people who are suffering . if the roles were reversed and i told you “see , this is why god isn’t real and you should be an atheist” , you would think that’s bad , and rightfully so . that would be taking advantage of your terrible situation and using it to push my beliefs onto you . i would never do that , even as an antitheist who believes that organized religion is harmful . i know this isn’t your intention and you genuinely believe this is viable solution , but this kind of thing can be and has been used to prey upon people and manipulate them into toxic groups and relationships , etc . again , i know you’re just trying to comfort op in what you believe is the best way to, but do be careful with your words when handling things like this . that’s all i’ll say for now , because i have more important things to say .

op , my best suggestion is to talk to some kind of mental health lifeline . look into ones in your region . seeking professional help would be your best option , but i understand that not everyone is in a situation that makes therapy affordable . in the end , though , it’s your decision and you do have to put in the work to get better ; no one can make you get over depression , you need to want help . i know that you’ve probably heard this a million times and it never sounds genuine (trust me , i know) , but you are not alone . there are people , both on and offline who care about your wellbeing and can help get you through this .

i cannot make the decision to recover for you , but i do hope to see you around in the future .

Oh. Well. This is already happening in the wiki I'm residing in but I guess it's happening here now. I don't want to see another person suffer like this, but maybe it's okay to suffer. And I'm not really part of this community either...so I found my own! So please, keep going.